Repeat after me: People suck. They hate other people for no good reason. Odds are someone out there hates me too. Therefore, I will keep existing to ANNOY THE CRAP OUTTA THEM.
'Tis what keeps me going. One of my friends just "came out" and finds this outlook on life rather amusing. It comes from my issues with the amount of hate between religious groups, but can be applied to other things.
As for why you reacted that way without a clue, me thinks it's a coming of age thing. I was really skittish from grades 9 to 11 because I didn't feel strong enough to support my personal beliefs and outlook, nor did I fully understand myself or why I acted the way I did. Have you ever taken a Myers-Briggs personality test before? The test isn't 100% accurate, since it can change and all theories are questionable, but it will give you some ensight into how your brain is working at this point in time. Right now I'm ENFP, which means I'm sorta an intellectual, but also a total spaz. My F is borderline, so I can switch into ENTP mode. Just don't feel limited by what the test lists you as.
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People suck.
They hate other people for no good reason.
Odds are someone out there hates me too.
Therefore, I will keep existing to ANNOY THE CRAP OUTTA THEM.
'Tis what keeps me going. One of my friends just "came out" and finds this outlook on life rather amusing. It comes from my issues with the amount of hate between religious groups, but can be applied to other things.
As for why you reacted that way without a clue, me thinks it's a coming of age thing. I was really skittish from grades 9 to 11 because I didn't feel strong enough to support my personal beliefs and outlook, nor did I fully understand myself or why I acted the way I did. Have you ever taken a Myers-Briggs personality test before? The test isn't 100% accurate, since it can change and all theories are questionable, but it will give you some ensight into how your brain is working at this point in time. Right now I'm ENFP, which means I'm sorta an intellectual, but also a total spaz. My F is borderline, so I can switch into ENTP mode. Just don't feel limited by what the test lists you as.